THOU AND THOU ONLY, FIRST IN MY HEART

This has not been a true statement for me lately. As much as I wish I could say it was, or maybe even close to it, it wouldn't be true. I have a really hard time in being able to only depend on God. This kicks me in the butt EVERY SINGLE TIME. We are all constantly being let down by those around us, whether it be our friends or family. That's no surprise either because we aren't perfect. But how are we supposed to change the desire of asking those around us for help to asking God for help and going to him first and foremost? I HAVE NO IDEA. I struggle with this all the time. I think lately I have been wanting answers right away and wanting to know what's going to happen next and God doesn't work that way. When we ask for help he doesn't respond ASAP like we wish he would. He has a plan for us and everything that happens is all part of that plan. And most of the time we won't be able to see that until we have gone through it and are able to look back on what happens and what came from it. But nonetheless, it all comes down to trusting God. He might not do exactly what you want him to, but he will NEVER let you down.